States her mom has returned and you can says she skipped her, says she try went throughout the day. Obviously worried about the girl mother's really-getting . This lady mother has had right back restaurants, Katelyn had a turkey sandwich and you can a cheese hamburger. Katelyn says she is the type of person who goes out of the woman means to fix assist someone else.
Katelyn states she personally you should never scream. Claims she are unable to wait to return to school even though she and says it is going to "physically destroy myself" because the she's timid. She you should never accept that people like their transmit. States "We alive probably, the quintessential poorest way of living standing ever." and that's why the woman is amazed some body such as for example her aired despite that. States "Our company is therefore broke" and they can not afford Hamburger Queen, so they really rating McDonald's.
as much as Claims she will get bullied which somebody tell the girl that they require this lady to help you pass away and they dislike the girl bravery. That he carry out buy the line.
Says she is good pessimist and you may a realist but tries to end up being positive. Phone calls herself an optimistic pessimist. Says one to she visited hell (speaking of what she experienced, afterlife, once the girl heart eliminated temporarily shortly after OD).
She starts to worry once more. States she would not real time without her brother. Says she hasn't cried in years and you will cannot understand what they feels like for a long period. She and additionally covers her streaming from the lady mother.
doing ten minutes she sings part of Son Rock - Motherfucker That can compare with Me personally. Realities, thereon topic there is absolutely no you to like this lady, this lady Generosity, the girl success. We're surrounded by devils these days and lights such her are hard to obtain; a rareness. I miss the lady.
Said she would be to subscribe this new school, Rockmart Secondary school. She will not whether or not. Mentions a pal called Janice (spelling? obvious ja-neese). Says she was into the Skype which have Luke and you may crying and then he expected what exactly is completely wrong. It absolutely was the woman first time whining in years. She told you Prozac isn't functioning and you will she told him one the woman is "just carried out with what you". Luke told her when it was not geek2geek for her then (Luke) would've already drawn their own life. Emotional control. The guy don't carry out shit to simply help their.
Luke showed their the music/band the guy pays attention so you can, Baby Annihilator, and you can she calls it bullshit. She says their fucked up, meaning their Decapitation Fornication clips.
Eg stepfather Anthony, said he hated their courage and need the lady to hold herself
Says to everyone to follow the girl "boyfriend" Luke Callahan720 towards liveme. During the time their character photographs is actually regarding your with his clothing out of. The newest 720 is his birthday, s incase the guy understood Katelyn.
They could've been an equivalent committing suicide notice she had regarding the bumblebee pillowpet into the an earlier stream or this will be another notice she abandoned into the
Katelyn says she just knows 3 some body at Rockmart, out of grades over hers. Mentions she never will get confidentiality. Told you she'd end up being browsing college towards the Friday and therefore would've started .
She retrieves a newsprint throughout the straight back (mother's) rooms away from a support. It’s their suicide notice from November and you will told you it's part of precisely why this woman is changing universities.
States she OD'd with the one or two different varieties of pills you to she failed to know what they were, from a couple 50 % of-full bottle. She failed to want to have a look at mention on stream while the she didn't have to feel like this woman is carrying it out to own attention.
": you should come see" Claims, "And that i wish i can already been visit. It'd getting enjoyable. It'd end up being enjoyable bruh. It'd feel enjoyable most likely. Probably." - The woman is starting to worry again.
